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  • “Name your torture,”
    one of them said
    with a wink.

    I wanted an orchard
    but I swallowed the vodka
    he handed me
    willingly.

    “The Gorge”

  • “there’s nothing more terrifying than your coven turning on you last minute.”

    “i don’t know.”

    “what’s more scary?”

    “imagine getting ready to be hung for sport by a dozen men with a penchant for raping their victims first.”

     

     

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    The opposite of destruction isn’t creation,
    they are lovers. It is longevity,
    holding ground, staying put
    despite your fire;
    your interminable insistence on
    burning your bridges,
    your babies, your body
    at the stake you made
    to display your fervid creations:
    everything you ever loved that stayed,
    gone, lay
    slain.

    What does metamorphosis feel like?
    Like my skin tearing at the thread of each inside, and
    stretching.
    Stretching wide into wings of
    bone and vine.

    we are sharing visions;
    you are scared but
    running forward on the faith of
    no traps:
    I am machete in hand
    walking towards you
    slaughtering everything hidden

    She is turning mice to men
    and then is turning
    men to wolves
    to find him.

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  • i love you despite what you did to me.

    “how to free yourself”

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    did a mouse steal your tongue?
    am I the cat dragging it back
    with an allusion to love
    for the one who keeps her
    hanging in a net, chained
    to a bedpost while you
    burn the place down.
    you never entertain me with your stories.
    I never leave your crystal balls alone:
    knock them about and keep them
    hidden from you.

    but I slaughtered that mouse.
    yeah, i ripped it’s throat clean
    out, trapped my bitches in the
    basement until nightfall.
    didn’t I kill for you?
    isn’t trial love?
    a more violent truth serum
    I offer than most; I rip answers
    with my sudden eruption of flames
    directed your way
    (but hey you stoked it)
    but I leave some blue vervain
    on the dresser to soothe you,
    mention it’s good for clarity and
    joint pain.
    no burn salve, something
    slightly bitter.
     final act of cruelty.
    you chose solution in someone else,
    and the lie.
    I chose to withhold an antidote to your
    meek eternity.
    had I said “I love you despite what
    you’ve done to me “
    I know you would have stayed.

    but vengeance tastes sweeter
    than pride as you’ll soon
    see. the way I devour,
    the way I spit you back up.
    the  way I make you

    taste yourself.
    you? you will know
    me by my title.
    wait.
    wait.
    wait.
    wait.

     

     

     

     
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  • this is fresh.

    like when my cat’s claw gets stuck
    in my fingertip or when I
    bump my elbow on the armoire
    he let me keep.

    things only last for seconds unless
    they are eternal like
    God’s choir,
    mass extinction,
    our howls like bells
    like doom
    like fate.

     

    I try to tell too many
    that this has happened before but
    never with the same
    patterning; the cavern
    patience that’s filled with
    liminality   me in the
    tub and dreaming.
    I have no fear of the color
    hazel or unmade beds
    or the way you let your fingertip
    trace my thigh’s Baphomet
    as you turn to me
    and say 

    this will never end.

     

    I bet you never say a word.
    I’ll grow to equatorial proportions
    and bellow.
    I have no fear of
    mirrors, men,
    mirages or monsters.
    I have no fear of depth.
    I have no fear of flight
    or landing, heat
    or frozen streams.
    those talons.
    those waves.
    those headlights.
    I have no fear of death.

    you? you will know me
    by my sudden strength:
    silence and never seen
    again the same way.


    “the red book (revisited)”

  • suddenly, then all at once.

  •  I felt her thin fingers caress my neck, leaving me tingling.

     

    (two sentence horror stories, pt 1)

  • “grief is chaos.”

  • again, a love story about my brother.

     

    again.

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