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“Name your torture,”
one of them said
with a wink.
I wanted an orchard
but I swallowed the vodka
he handed me
willingly.“The Gorge”
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one time I came to in my kitchen
holding a knife over my wrist and
a phone with an unsent text
to a girlfriend
asking for help,
telling her where I was at.these things haunt you
when you do the dishes
sometimes.“squall”
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“it has become the present:
unending and without
form.”–louise gluck
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Dear xxx,
I hope you’re happy
soon.“How to free yourself”
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but to you there’s no difference between
decimation and the resolve so you’re
palms out begging for it
and here comes the reaper
wearing your blood.you are God-drawn,
celibate,
obsessively
testing yourself and
wrapping lovers in
protection.
what white eyes you have
even in blackness,
even in malice you take
the time to care:
line their wrists in violet,
mugwort, alyssum.
crown them in tourmaline,
rose quartz and apophyllite.
it’s your gift we’re after
hear them clap.
become the madness for
them; deliver asylum and
I love you.
it is always me on the hearth
learning chants and you
tall, wickless and
unburned beside me
so I can’t see unless I
set myself on fire
and you remember the
bind you’re in.
what it’s all about.
I already said:
it’s the titles you should
be looking at.
“this unfolds reversing” or “in pyre” -
you won’t believe this
but in the distance I hear
tell me everything about yourself againand I start screaming.
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”it happens too often that people are saddled with names that are given to them by their conquerors.”
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Maladaptive daydreaming: a love story.

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