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  • “Name your torture,”
    one of them said
    with a wink.

    I wanted an orchard
    but I swallowed the vodka
    he handed me
    willingly.

    “The Gorge”

  • one time I came to in my kitchen
    holding a knife over my wrist and
    a phone with an unsent text
    to a girlfriend
    asking for help,
    telling her where I was at.

    these things haunt you
    when you do the dishes
    sometimes.

    “squall”

  • “it has become the present:
    unending and without
    form.”

     

    –louise gluck

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    Dear xxx,

    I hope you’re happy
    soon.

     

    “How to free yourself”

  • but to you there’s no difference between
    decimation and the resolve so you’re
    palms out begging for it
    and here comes the reaper
    wearing your blood.

    you are God-drawn,
    celibate,
    obsessively
    testing yourself and
    wrapping lovers in
    protection.
    what white eyes you have
    even in blackness,
    even in malice you take
    the time to care:
    line their wrists in violet,
    mugwort, alyssum.
    crown them in tourmaline,
    rose quartz and apophyllite.
                  it’s your gift we’re after
    hear them clap.
    become the madness for
    them; deliver asylum and
    I love you.
    it is always me on the hearth
    learning chants and you
    tall, wickless and
    unburned beside me
    so I can’t see unless I
    set myself on fire
    and you remember the
    bind you’re in.
    what it’s all about.
    I already said:
         it’s the titles you should
            be looking at.
    “this unfolds reversing” or “in pyre”

  • you won’t believe this
    but in the distance I hear
    tell me everything about yourself again

    and I start screaming.

  • ”it happens too often that people are saddled with names that are given to them by their conquerors.”

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