He says I speak “incessantly”

I say “I’m a victim of a luckless birth and now I’m
subjected to your weird hoarding,
fucked guilty feelings about
your half-lucky start.”

“I don’t mean the unfortunate death,
|I mean the MONEY you get,”
I try to clarify. 

it’s january 10th,
and I storm out
but I can’t just
figure out how to get around.

“January 10th”