I did it.
I built an empire and let myself rise with it.

 
generally, I go against my best intentions
for sport. learned how to read maps by getting lost
in the woods. thirsty, right leg numb,
shoulders could be fried from sun
or luggage and
it’s not death I am  afraid
but  of  re-emergence.
I dont know how to end or
describe things.
Or know what to tell them
when they ask what I  do for fun.