maybe you’re only one or the other,
the doer or the writer.
writers, it’s been done to them.
i wish i had pursued art earlier,
i was convinced that my modeling
was an act of betrayal
i was encouraged
but i never felt that i would make it
and i was always broke.
ive never been good at makeup.
my life is just one revolving door
of ghost stories.
i am a writer. the world has been done to me.