the witch today told me
i need to talk to you
and there is an end to this quarrel.

I laughed,
she said
send a loooong thought out
email or message explaining
the thing about Spotify
and that you’re paranoid
and your weird behavior
and just reach out and try to talk to him.

and im laughing and i say to her

i did that.

i already did that.
but ok, i say,
if this is the truth, how about
(i believe in harm reduction)

I just write a draft of what i want to say first to start