Woke up at 2:30 my whole body tingling. I knew if I wanted to go I could go. but I was scared. Started seeing dark images. Saw Lilith in a red dress, long dark red hair. Was it the same woman as before? Saw the devil I think. Grounded. Dreamt of men. 

Feelings: relief. 

to do: look at syllabi, organize plan for January, PS outreach, pick up fruit. 

XXX emailed me some Na’ats she wrote for Fatima. I didn’t say anything back. 

1/4/2017