a friend told me,
let vengeance drive you.
and some say
it is better to pray that
your enemies have everything you want
than to pray they go without.

so we are both knives forward
and out
seeking revenge

and

this 

is 

where

the 

poem

begins.

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we parted due to irreconcilable difference

—-
as long as I am writing does it matter what?

—-
we don’t fuck anymore we just hold each other.

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the amount of times I screamed privately and you still think I asked for your help.

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you need people around you who don’t need anything but make you look good and I need family. you like when people have status and i like when people care.
—-you just have to write

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catharsis is screaming in a bathtub and also “destruction is an action”

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you just HAVE TO WRITE THE LITTLE GHOSTS SAID