a friend told me,
let vengeance drive you.
and some say
it is better to pray that
your enemies have everything you want
than to pray they go without.

so we are both knives forward

and

this 

is 

where

the 

poem

begins.

–

we parted due to irreconcilable differences.

—-

as long as I am writing I feel fine about the harm.

—–

the amount of times I screamed privately and you still think I asked for your help.

——-

you need people around you who don’t need anything but make you look good and I need family. you like when people have status and i like when people care.

—-you just have to write—-

—-

catharsis is screaming in a bathtub and also “destruction is an action”

—

you just HAVE TO WRITE THE LITTLE GHOSTS SAID

—–

harder to write about the real pain you have experienced.

—-

you lied about who you are to use me.

—-

this is where the poem begins

—

you lied about your magic.

—

catarsis is revenge.

—-

you lied and 

I 

set

the bowlof pepper
tourmaline.
you don’t
have another chance.