friends are those who watched me
grieve alone and then called me
stoic
so they didn’t 

reach
out.

I guess I reached out to the wrong
people cuz I walked home alone
at 1 am after asking if you could
come watch me after poison control
told me someone should keep an eye on me
but
you told me to drink water
and lie down
and it will pass
and you’re a fucking
narcissist if no one have
told you.