I review my 2016 goals at the beginning of the journal, after I’d written my dream down:

yoga
trust body and intuition
write in journal every day. 

it also says: 2/10/2015 the dream of double moons.  written near it. and “my last life on Earth.” I make a lot of declarations. 

I woke up feeling aggrieved. usual. even with new particles swirling inside of me they still went right to the rage. 

this week I practice exploring density. I have a hard time dating women. I am in between phases of myself and feeling depressed. trying to be water, feel like a grave. i’ll finally let it go. 

10/20/2016