I review my 2016 goals at the beginning of the journal, after I’d written my dream down:
trust body and intuition
write in journal every day.
it also says: 2/10/2015 the dream of double moons. written near it. and “my last life on Earth.” I make a lot of declarations.
I woke up feeling aggrieved. usual. even with new particles swirling inside of me they still went right to the rage.
this week I practice exploring density. I have a hard time dating women. I am in between phases of myself and feeling depressed. trying to be water, feel like a grave. i’ll finally let it go.