dreamt I was walking through a party at 3:30 am and it was sunny. a guy kept offering me weed in front of AA people. felt weird about taking it in front of them and uncertain about what he was talking about. he was from out of town. I don’t remember where. 

 my therapist is the one making me use the journal. I only usually write my dreams. 

I can mention that I cut my own hair again today. just the back. to remove all the length from it. I saved a couple of the locks this time which I had never done. put them near Lilith’s candle. I always feel better after I cut it. 

10/22/2016