dream I was with a bunch of people discussing a man and I said “don’t do it. you’ll be disappointed and have mediocre sex the rest of your life.” everyone laughed and invited me to hang out with them and wrote it down. there was something else I said that I thought was more profound but it went away. 

goal: complete paperwork on time.
gratitude: a job, a car, an apartment, my stained glass windows, God. returning. being open. the way it felt when Lilith held me. 

10/25/2016