dreamt I was crying to xxx and telling her I had an attachment disorder that’s why I can’t open up to people. crying next to her. crying in bathroom. helping someone cook in my kitchen but I was embarrassed of my kitchen. was helping to clean up.

at some other part of the dream, I was in some sort of ceremony and was embracing people. I was scared to go into the dark. xxx was with his girlfriend again. I was wandering around losing everything. 

my moods move houses. I made a list of all the things I enjoyed and none of them involved people:

yoga
walking
reading
writing
eating
earl gray tea
art
poetry
nature
animals
herbs
flowers
learning/being studious

my moods move houses. they move them and they jump into them. 

12/7/2016