on the table:
bottle of pedialyte,
my phone always ready with
today I am afraid of water intoxication,
encephalitis, parasites, random
things, things not imminent
or even tangible like failure.
some of my friends.
this cavern inside but I’m full of
wormwood a liter of water
(i won’t make the mistake of trying you again)
and don’t tell them you’re suicidal.
and don’t trust certain people.
and don’t take too much mugwort.
AND DON’T FALL DOWN THE STAIRS.